“FAGGOT” burned in red paint which was right across Jimmy’s housedoor. Jimmy, or his feminine name , Jinny was a transgender male who is hoping to undergo a sex change surgery in January next year. The only problem is he hasn’t save enough money to complete his transformation. He works as a exotic dancer in “BA-DA BA-DA BOOM ! ” five days a week. He wasn’t always like this. There was once when Jimmy was a happy boy, but not so happy when his mother remarried a useless drunkard abusive man. His stepfather , with a bottle in one hand sodomized the 9year old and would beat him up if he opens his mouth. All sorts of sexual favors were asked from this 9 year old who one day grew up thinking he wasn’t a man. For a man , would never have been treated or allowed such violence. Now at age 26, Jinny has left his home, and made a new life for himself, being independent on his two feet and with no proper education , he does what he does best, prostitution. Everynight after dancing, his regular customers would wait for him with alcohol stench breaths and pay to have their way with him. “Damn you bastard !” he thinks as he sees his stepfather on the faces of these men. Everynight he cries as he counts the money he has made and put them in a plastic bag under his pillow and countdown to the days when he would leave this life behind and move to the countryside and grow oranges. Jinny smiles as she pushes away the reality and dreams of boundless land with orange trees all lined up.
.JPG)
